What fiction novels do to me…

Dua minggu belakangan, aku mulai membaca ulang beberapa novel yang aku punya.Kemarin, sewaktu lagi bongkar-bongkar tumpukan novel lamaku, dapat Cintapuccino-nya Icha Rahmanti. It’s been a long time since I read this novel. aku bahkan udah agak lupa ceritanya. so I decided to choose this one as my next rereading book for the day.

Ceritanya tentang seorang cewe, Ami, yang sudah punya pacar bernama Raka, akan segera dilamar, yang tiba-tiba ketemu lagi sama gebetan SMA-nya dulu, Nimo. Seingat aku, novel ini sudah difilmkan. tapi till this day, I haven’t watch the movie. hehehe. jadi mungkin udah banyak yang tahu ending-nya seperti apa. I won’t write about the whole story, but just a fragment of it.

Ada satu bagian di mana Ami secara gak sengaja ketemu lagi sama si Nimo ini. Then the next day, si Nimo menghubungi Ami, lalu mereka sempat jalan berdua. Ami felt really happy cause after years have a crush with this guy, she finally get an opportunity to have a date with him. Ami bilang, paling tidak sudah pernah jalan sama si cowo ini, jadi dia sudah lebih mantap untuk move on dan bersiap menerima pinangannya Raka. no regrets.

She is really lucky to get a date with her long-time crush while their both still single. me? my Nimo, as far as i know, already happily married and have kids. hahaha *bitter laugh, indeed* 

memang baru baca ulang separuh sih, tapi selama baca ini, aku jadi keinget juga about what i felt back then. And it bring smile to my face. I do think I was silly, so naive, and easily got anxious each time I got closer to my Nimo. Just like Ami to her Nimo. But I won’t regret what I did and I am not going to regret what happened.

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